Al-Fatihah

Hari ni, 10 Jun 2008, genap setahun arwah To'ki (atuk) meninggalkan kami. Pagi tadi I received a msg from my cousin, Kak Na, mengingatkan kami tentang pemergian arwah setahun yang lalu. I was on my way to work.. suddenly hati tersentak, pilu rasa dihati. Tak sangka, dah setahun arwah meninggalkan kami...

Masih saya ingat, setahun yang lalu, I was in London. Pagi2 buta I received a msg from my sisters in informing me To'ki nazak.. and few hours later, I received few msgs, informing me, To'ki dah 'pergi' meninggalkan kami. Sedih tak terkata, sbb I was the only cucu yang tak menghadiri perkebumian To'ki, apetah lagi ada disaat-saat to'ki nazak. After that, I had few dreams and To'ki was in it. I hug him, as if he was still alive. I still remember his smell, and everthing about him,. It was almost true..Too good to be true, as if I had my second chance..

Once I got back to Malaysia, Pakcik, hubby and me melawat kubur to'ki. Sampai saja ke kubur, tangisan tak dapat nak ditahan lagi. I cried out loud.. and untuk beberapa minit, I was there, sitting next to his grave, crying untuk beberapa ketika.

To'ki was a great grand dad. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

p/s: To those who read my entry, please sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk arwah.. thanx.